Belonging...
... is a pleonasm. (ontology has no escape)
Re-belong, de-belong, pluri-belong, proto-belong.
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... to the soil you are made of
and the big blue skies above.
Mutability is what makes it stable.
Belonging is an illustration for empathy made weapon,
a search for like-minded people,
unintentional,
cathartic in its constant re-birthing.
… is a fellow perfume connoisseur.
… is a loophole for archival bandits.
… is vulnerability in the shape of
acceptance
unintentional affiliations
m a g i c
… to UNBUILT ROADS
some of your claimed territories
bare your file-sharpened teeth
stick a flag between your ribs
a friendly warning: belonging is a trap.
But it is not begging.
… is “being so open it hurts” [RR] but not editing; is the certainty of ever-shredding onions; is feminist rites of passage; is depression activism; is a capricorn moon/mood.
… to yourself against your better judgement and
the precarity of your own biography. A refuge in the margins of performance.
Belonging is always becoming. – AC.
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Map of the studios at de Ateliers when SMW a resident there.
“I wanted to escape and exist independently (from De Ateliers).” – SMW.
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GSA meeting – 08.02.21. “[...] names that didn’t make it into telling stories.” – MH.
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“I can’t bring to throw it away. I just don’t know where it will end.” – SMW.
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The pages are yellowed and cracked with age. Dutch Curator Erik Hagoort gave SMW a few huge boxes of these French gay liberation magazines from the 80s, and SMW intuitively started painting on them. There are many more than those listed in the archive.
“I had to throw away a lot of these, there were also Dutch gay liberation magazines in the boxes Erik Hagoort gave me, called ‘De Verkeerde Krant’ or so, (‘van de verkeerde kant’ was a Dutch saying for a queer person) but due to storage I could not keep everything as a resource to use. There are hundreds of these painted drawings, and they get quite a good response. Paul Thek = newspaper paintings, Karen Finley = same as Paul Thek, Erik Hagoort is the partner of Dutch artist Albert van Westing and AA Bronson showed a fondness for the drawings.” – SMW.
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Inventorying session – 03.09.20. “Hierarchy is killing the world/work.” – SMW and AC.
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Location: Formerly known as Witte de With, Rotterdam in the exhibit of AA Bronson ‘The Temptation of AA Bronson’ // performance, specifically, entitled ‘It’s Still Materialistic, Even If It’s Liquid (From Me To You)’. Duration of performance: 3 hours. https://player.vimeo.com
“Have you used your perfume collection for other works? i.e. ‘Acceptance Art’ and ‘It’s Still Materialistic, Even If It’s Liquid (From Me To You)’ with Lydia Schouten performances.” – AC. “I call all my work in all mediums ‘Acceptance Art’, so yes. And in performances perfume often figures heavily, or at least some. I try to sneak perfume into everything I do. Soon I will write an open letter for the Amsterdam poetry platform Perdu and we will hopefully include a perfume element in the letter. I did a performance in Switzerland/Bern in I think 2009 with 25 perfumes from my collection. I have included them as readymades in installations, and just shared whenever and however I can the wonder that is perfume. That performance, ‘It’s Still Materialistic, Even If It’s Liquid (From Me To You)’ with Lydia Schouten (a very significant and relevant Dutch artist who is a feminist art pioneer) was a three hour nude performance giving advice and consultations to visitors at an exhibit opening where the work was installed as a sculpture in Ikea vitrines. I totally loved that performance and got a lot of attention for it, even in the minds of people who weren’t there in person. It seemed to define something particular and create an atmosphere I would like to explore more. It was a sharing of joy and even love.” – SMW. “Do you have an inventory of your perfumes?” – AC. “Yes, please see above. This is pretty accurate, and fun, with pictures and reviews by other perfume enthusiasts. Fragrantica.com is my favourite perfume site, bar none, hands down. Serious and playful at the same time, endlessly fascinating. Here’s to many more perfumed adventures for us all!! You asked me what perfume has that relates to other elements of my work: I would say ‘romanticism’ and ‘spontaneity’ (spelling?) are both aspects of many things I do, and ways that I live and work, that perfumes embody as well. And I wanted to add: My story of how the collection began, which bottle was first, etc. is always different depending on when I am asked, by whom, and why. I remember buying ‘Charles Jourdan’ called the ‘sexiest perfume in the world’ and then ‘Le Male’ by Jean-Paul Gaultier. And I remember going into a perfumery and asking for ‘La Prairie’ eau de parfum, which I wrote about in my answers to you and I was told to try ‘Spellbound’ from Estée Lauder which I ended up buying and loving. But these were for use and not specifically for collecting like the ‘White Shoulders” bottle I mentioned being my first in the collection. Another early fascination was for ‘Jungle Gardenia’ which used to be Liz Taylor’s favourite perfume, and others (I think that was composed in the 1940s or 1950s). You can start with perfume and get to any other sector of society somehow. It is all interconnected and has even been referred to as ‘subversive’. Guides I like and trust are ‘Perfumes: The A-Z Guide’ from 2008 by Tania Sanchez and Luca Turin. And then ‘Perfumes: The Guide 2018’ again by Tania Sanchez and Luca Turin. And for vintage perfumes my favourite book is ‘Scent and Subversion: Decoding A Century Of Provocative Perfumes’ by Barbara Herman (I think this was released in 2013 or 2015 but I am not sure). I am specifically not looking up dates of publication etc. because I like to trust my memory now and not internet’s :)” – SMW.
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Like the horse drawings, the letterhead drawings are not always on letterhead, but share amongst them use of the handwritten text.
“I printed this stationary to use for my business, but never really used it for that. I used it to start making drawings on. My Mom had sent me fruit scented markers with animals printed on them, which I had used in my childhood. I used these to make the drawings, declarative statements to find my way.” – SMW.
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Edition of 60 performalist self-portraits self-shot with a timer by the artist and archivally stored with floral silk textile.
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Like the horse drawings, the letterhead drawings are not always on letterhead, but share amongst them use of the handwritten text.
“I printed this stationary to use for my business, but never really used it for that. I used it to start making drawings on. My Mom had sent me fruit scented markers with animals printed on them, which I had used in my childhood. I used these to make the drawings, declarative statements to find my way.” – SMW.
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Photographer: Robin Wassink-Murray
Location: Stedelijk Museum, Amsterdam (dinner after opening, Westergasfabriek, Amsterdam).
9 April 2020 (WeTransfer notes): “Here are also three images with Tracey Emin from I think 2002 (I have to check this but we could provisionally say from that year, might have been earlier like 2000… ? It’s 2002 here is the link: https://www.stedelijk.nl/nl/te... ). One image is with her dealer/gallerist Jay Jopling in the background censored :))” – SMW.
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The pages are yellowed and cracked with age. Dutch Curator Erik Hagoort gave SMW a few huge boxes of these French gay liberation magazines from the 80s, and SMW intuitively started painting on them. There are many more than those listed in the archive.
“I had to throw away a lot of these, there were also Dutch gay liberation magazines in the boxes Erik Hagoort gave me, called ‘De Verkeerde Krant’ or so, (‘van de verkeerde kant’ was a Dutch saying for a queer person) but due to storage I could not keep everything as a resource to use. There are hundreds of these painted drawings, and they get quite a good response. Paul Thek = newspaper paintings, Karen Finley = same as Paul Thek, Erik Hagoort is the partner of Dutch artist Albert van Westing and AA Bronson showed a fondness for the drawings.” – SMW.
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Photographer: Tomek Dersu Aaron
Installation on occasion of the Rijks Open Studios. From handout accompanying the exhibition: ‘Welcome to Without You I’m Nothing (Blue)’, a display of works by Sands Murray-Wassink. All of the works have been unearthed in the process of Gift Science Archive, a ‘monumental’ archiving performance/performance of archiving undertaken by Murray-Wassink and collaborators Amalia Calderón (artistic researcher), Megan Hoetger (curator, If I Can’t Dance) and Radna Rumping (independent editor) over the last 18 months within the frame of Murray-Wassink’s guest residency at the Rjksakademie and his commission with If I Can’t Dance, I Don’t Want To Be Part Of Your Revolution. The materials on display include paintings on paper and fabric, photographs and video, as well as works by Senga Nengudi and Carolee Schneemann from Murray-Wassink’s personal collection.
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Listings connecting to the keyword “Belonging” (696)
00041-1993…
Collage
Bas Meerman
1993-1995
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Scraffito painting technique by SMW’s first boyfriend in NL. Fuck and fighting cycles.
“The desire doesn’t stop – you don’t stop wanting, it just changes form. It’s funny that all I have left of six months of sex and fighting and all of it, is a banana – it seems appropriate.” – SMW.
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00073-1993…
Collage
Hannah Wilke
1993-1995
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“They are probably nice guys but it's kind of intense.” – SMW.
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00195-c200…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
Alfred Jarry
c. 2000
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“Besef is Dutch for ‘realisation,’ or ‘awareness.’ Let’s say awareness, just for us.” – SMW.
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00228-2000…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
2000
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SMW & AC inventorying session – 15.10.20. “I think when you are 19 what you do is considered student work.” – SMW. “Bollocks!” – AC. “It’s bollocks, because how can you tell?” – SMW. “When do you become an artist? Pinpoint that moment for me.” – AC. “… first time I call something art in my adult life.” – SMW.
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00265-2001…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
2001
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Inventorying session + invited archivist (IA) meeting – 15.09.20. “My grandmother was an abstract expressionist painter, and she never exhibited her work in galleries, it was only for herself, and she only started painting when she was in her forties. This is the energy that I wanted to be part of.” – SMW.
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00297-c200…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
c. 2001
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“Lineage as influence: existing in a line of other artists. The content is more important.” – SMW.
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00331-2000…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
2000
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Gift Science Archive meeting – 12.04.20. “We must make a conscious effort to be kind to women (whatever their sexuality), precisely because [we/they are] brought up to destroy each other and pick on them. Distrust of men as a political defence. Is it a feminist clash? There’s no feminism handbook. Women against women is an overused trick.” – AC.
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00363-2000…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
2001
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00395-c200…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
c. 2002
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00448-2000…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
2000
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Calculated indifference says it all. It gets you bitter. I keep score, but I don’t want to become bitter. – SMW
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01186-1995…
Photographs
Performalist…
Hannah Wilke
1995
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Edition of 60 performalist self-portraits self-shot with a timer by the artist and archivally stored with floral silk textile.
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01218-1995…
Photographs
Performalist…
Hannah Wilke
1995
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Edition of 60 performalist self-portraits self-shot with a timer by the artist and archivally stored with floral silk textile.
Email exchange – 16.11.20. “The early to mid-90s 1993 1994 1995 are crucial and formative, and then the years when I took up painting as a structural challenge to the world: 2009 and 2010 and 2011.” – SMW.
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01255-2000…
Philosophical…
Working 2000
2000
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01467-2015…
Philosophical…
Working 2010s
2015
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01778-2014…
Philosophical…
Working 2010s
2014
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